If you a parent and a good one, the IRS will take your tax money, every penny! Unless you're rich and famous! Then you can owe tons of dough, Millions. They'll let you go then for a decade sometimes. Us, little, good, don't ask for much people go down first in this country! Then people ban together to help other country's kids what about mine? They don't deserve better? Fuck this country and it's falseness!

I am a victim of negligence! Someone else's negligence and I'm sick to my stomach to know what victims like me go through. It also goes to show that this country is a joke and we run to help other countries and hold their hands while we leave our own to fate! Our own we discount completely.

I am unable to work. I do not just support myself. I could really care a less about me but I have people depending on me. No one really gets that they could care a less about me and my dependants. I had to give up my job. I have a constant pain condition. I am a different person know.

No one really gets my situation. No one can I guess however I have had to disclose many of my own personal medical records to try to explain why I need financial help and The people who can help make all kinds of hoops to jump through, appointment that are super painful. They don't even ask what day works best for you!They say they will communicate with you but don't! Not by mail, not by phone.

Still everyday, I hope to get what I deserve and the mail always disapoints and the phone does to!

The people who scam the system can have as many kids and as much money as needed for help. They produce like pigs and next you thing you know, they have food,rent,day care, clothes and transportation! People like me who don't hide money and be dishonest. We do everything properly and try to do the right thing always and always help others we get plain screwed! Left for dead, little peons who suffer and die broke and heart broken. It's a painful process, every day but we try for our kids. No one seems to care about mine. We even pay full price for school lunch unlike the majority of kids who get state aid! life's just not fair. If anyone knows how to get out of a screwed situation like me advice please!

Can you say paycheck? Everyone needs one. Teacher's have the power to make a magical school year. They give the kids confidence and happiness and support. Dare I say some even love their students (and not in a sex relationship way ) and these kids benefit everyday. Other teachers are concerned only about the pay check. They are cold and detached and the kids know they are annoyed!

Working within the school system just proved to me how nasty adults can be to kids! I spent everyday checking in with every kid and seeing what they had to say.

It's a shame when kids love one school year and hate school the next. If you arfe this kind of adult, QUIT! Find a new job and be replaced by caring and confident teachers who will make the school year shine! Do the kids and us parents a favor! Bitches!

It makes me sick how many children are killed by their parents/monsters and then killed by the monsters too. Then they coldly bury them or hide their remains somewhere! Why don't they just out a rain coat on it! Are you freaking kidding me. If you're a monster, it, should be cut off! Then put these women on the table and get them 'nuetered' or better yet put them to sleep like they would an animal who needs to be put down! Also, I suggest and I must be crazy! Don't sleep with so many guys that you have to guess who fathered your seed! If a man beats on you they'll beat on your kids too or worse! Maybe people should consider traits before opening their legs! Research what exactly you are getting into BEFORE getting pregnant and learn what parents must do to care for kids! Just use the rubber/rain coat if you are too lazy to be a parent to your child! Stay away from sex if you and your partner can't be responsible. Killing an innocent person rather than using a raincoat should be held to the death penalty and NOW BEFORE IT gets more out of control! Strangers wouldn't kill your blood babies but you would-MONSTERS! give those poor babies up for adoption. Drop these kids off to authorities! There are a million and one things you could do and NONE of them involve killing a baby/child.

FUCKING PAPER WORK! POOR TREES!

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Ya know, I am a believer. Believer in all kinds of things. Some may make sence and some might not  but i have learned if you wait long enough people who do you wrong will be gotten in some type of Karma! do unto to other's...after all. I wish love and peace to all deserving and I value hell for those who are undeserving. It's good to know time does what we aren't always able to do! No jail time for this justice and I double celebrate tonight! If you know someone who got what they deserve celebrate with me tonight! Victory is a nice color on anyone!

It seems like Marie Osmond's big family struck tragedy as most people's do. One of her kids committed suicide. If the family was any larger she might not have noticed.Parents with so many kids can't always be emotionally available or available in other ways. Someone always carries some question as to are they really loved or just another kid in a line of confusion. How sad. I can't imagine how octomom could think she could have all these kids and raise them alone. Even people with the best of intensions and a partner couldn't do it. I hope none of them kill their selves. Atleast Marie will be skinny at the funeral those commercials are so tedious and played out! Spare us all!

I swear the minute snow falls and the roads are sloppy some people prove suicidal! They don't slow and they'll pass cautious drivers basically because of stupidity! If someone is 'crawling' in traffic don't go around them! Unless you prefer the taste of glass and trees! In that case, PLEASE PROCEED!

Why people, why! it is being considered that effective some day 911 will start costing people! This will cause mega problems I believe. in an emergency who wants to worry about paying for it! People who don't have big money could end up dead avoiding another charge! Not even help in this country is free anymore! holy shit the world going down hill by the mega second! Ughhhhhh.

I have to say I have met several on line friends and they are the best kind!
It's like having pen pals like back in the day.

I'm not saying you should disclose last names or addresses and stuff. It can be dangerous!

On the other hand it can be healthy! I love my on line friends! You rock!

When I arrived home from my perfect honeymoon I was wondering again why my best Friend wasn't there?

I wasn't in the house two minutes when I received a shocking phone call. My bff was dead and worse, he shot hisself dead! Here was a good looking, well off, smart and sensitve guy. He had money and more friends than any 3 people could count. He had a sis and mom too. Why is always the first question, I think. It's what I said. He had traveled home to come to my wedding but was probably shooting his self by our reception. This was a guy who had it all. It's still mind boggling after all these years.

Why couldn't I help. I sure would have if he'd let me in. I even went thru the stage of being livid with him.

I hope he is resting in peace with a soul full of happiness. I would hate to think this wonderful guy went to hell. He was obviously there, he shot hisself in his dorm.

A piece of me went with him. a part of all of us died that day!

Suicide is selfish!

I know what it's like to want to be liked. It's hard to find a good friend now a days but college hazing can lead to death!

Many college students are out of their parents house and on their one. Some have moved far from home and need friends but if you are considering a hazing, BE INFORMED!

People have died from obsessive college rituals that make students exercize for 24 hrs in cold basements and they are given no food no water no break. They never see their parents again!

Others are forced to drink water by the gallon until puking and drowning in their own bodies. They never see their parents again also.

A radio station killed a mom trying to win her kids a wii! Never to see those kids again! She forced her self to drink too much and too fast!

Personally, if you have good parents you're lucky. Stick with them instead of these sicko rituals! You'll prob live longer!

To anyone who needs a friend, write me here t my blog. I won't force you to do these things so remember I am here and DON'T do hazing rituals you won't graduate from college, you'll retire at the morgue!

Nancy Kerrigan's dad's death was stated to be homicide! This means her brother killed her father! I feels sad for her, I know what it's like to lose a dad. It's tough as shit. I can not believe she must deal with the fact that her brother did it. I hope she has a good man and I wish her courage in the hard days ahead.

Everyday I check the news there is another poor excuse of a parent losing their kid! Then it's found out that the kid is dead, the mother is a pos loser and the daddy is no where to be found.

Why is this happening so much? How can anyone dispose their kid like trash and hide and lie about it? Why are these psycho bitches allowed to get knocked up! How can no one know where these kids are ? No family members see these nasty killer ho's aren't good moms? No one? Only the police seem to care. They aren't even relatives. It's stomach turning and incredible that this crap gets worse by the day.

Some big shot in society needs to make examples of these assholes and their poor kids otherwise they'll be more baby killers than cops! Wake up America! These baby are precious and innocent. Why can't these bitches see that? Why can't their men think about the right head and not the one that these  nasty ho will do!

Why can't this country and others accept the fact that Michael Jackson was a JUNKIE! He quite possibly may have been a child molesterer. He butchered hisself and abused his skin. Seriously, even though he once was a performer with awesomeness he lost that at his end and acting like he was some god only makes kids think it's o.k. to be touched by a junkie and that junkie will be celebrated and it's sickning. call it for what it is!

Well, first I would like to share my disgust about women having kids and then killing then! WTF are people on? Seriously, you give birth and then kill like a god would! Animals everywhere! No, insult to amimals! You beasts!

This whole case about the little missing girl and the babysitter who lost her! It's like jerry springer! I mean how do they not call and ask him for bail! She's begging grandma who can't pay her house! That takes a pair!

Then there's the Dad who is undercover rattling chains or just dumb and caught up on pills. Either way he lost 2 kids now. The mom tells him there's a snitch in there with him! WTH? I thought she was half normal!

Whatever happened to the girl it's not good! Let her rest in peace holy shit allready!

I don't dream much. I wish I slept better so I could actually! I like a good dream. I have had a few of those nightmares where you wake up and thank whoever you believe in because it was so damn real! Asking yourself wtf?!

Recently, I had a dream about my father who passed away 6 yrs. ago. It was an awesome dream and he looked great and was happy. When I woke up in the morning I felt like I had a visit with him and like it was so real.

I called my brother and during the conversation mentioned my dream. He laughed and said he had one too! And again my dad looked great and my brother felt great to.

my next call was to my mom. I started off by saying about my dream and how cool it was that my brother had a dream of him to and she said she had dreamed of him too! All on the same night and he looked great and was happy.!

It's amazing how crazy good we all felt! I will sleep even better tonight knowing my dad's spirit is free after all of his suffering! I knew he got 'there' but now I know he is happy 'there' too.